ok.. have stand by today.. was pretty hot today.. sgt koh on duty.. he allowed whole section to have stay out.. yeah.. so went out with aug and robin to eat at harbourfront subway.. juz realise singapore dun hav alot of subway restaurant.. as in much less compared to macdonalds all tt fast food.. we chatted alot abt camp and army stuff.. how much changes had been brought to cmpb over the years.. sharing our previous unit stuffs.. so at the end of the tok we are common abt 1 thing.. ur shld noe la.. so went home by mrt after tt.. damn crowded la as it was time for dismissal frm work.. reached home abt 2200 sharp..
juz realise tt nowadays i met alot of my secondary classmates and band friends.. like weiren jevon alien darren bernard han yong blah blah.. mostly coming for the check up thing.. said hi to one another though.. but no long conversation coz i was doing duty.. very sad to say tt i feel alone wherever i go.. well its juz my personal feeling.. yes i have friends but.. somehow i dun feel they are with me.. whenever i go out.. or even going for band prac.. though i do noe lots of them but stil.. the feeling juz came to me naturally.. most are juz hi-bye friends.. come and go very fast.. juz blame it on my life maybe..? not as fortunate as others.. and i did my best already.. i juz hav to surrender myself to dis kind of life.. the same old saying.. everything is juz not fair.. juz have to LIVE WITH IT..
=433 days to ORD=
chris ~ Friday, January 13, 2006