//...the night of life...\\

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Wha.. just realise i actually did nt update my blog for close to 3 mths.. lol.. but i tink it doesn't matter la.. coz not alot ppl will see my blog de.. hmm.. a lot of things happened during this period.. and yes those are nt very happy incidents.. part of the reason why i nv update my blog.. suddenly during this period everything just changed.. not to the better side but to the worse.. camp.. my frenz.. and yupz.. me myself had changed a lot.. and what made me changed..? environment. frenz around me.. and unhappy things tt happened to me made me changed.. sad to say it.. but its true.. little things and incidents that happened during that period of my life made me realise that i should nt be my usual self.. i should change.. coz no one will appreciate it.. if u dun change.. u are just adding sufferings to your life.. so kinda "forced" to change myself.. haiz.. things just dun go the way i wanted..

bought "the myth" yesterday and watched it just now.. its a really really nice show.. touching.. romantic and dramatic.. its about a guy who dreamt of an ancient history and he tried to find out wads all tt about.. got a quote from the movie i found is quite true and is worth thinking about.. "dreams are made up of your imagination and creativity.. and also memories of your reality and your past life.. tts why dreams can be so imaginary and yet so real.."

do you believe in ur past lives..? well actually i do.. its like wad u did in your past life tt makes you what you are today.. sort of believe myself actually is.. haha a bad guy in my past life.. and ya so tts wad i deserve and what i get in my current life.. hai..

=242 days to ORD=

chris ~ Saturday, July 22, 2006