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Sunday, December 10, 2006
rehiz again to all..!! have not been blogging for a long long time.. close to 4 mths le.. during these period a lot of changes have been added to my life.. and most of them were nt positive though.. regarding my ns.. today is the ord date for me.. supposedly.. YES IT'S TODAY!!.. IF i have not disrupted for my short jc studies.. my bmt section mates were holding some ord bbq event today.. and wanted to invite me over.. but unfortunately i were not able to attend.. cuz i need to report back to camp tonight.. moreover.. if i went.. i would feel left out coz i am not the one ord-ing today.. talking about camp stuff.. i have a change of post.. i am no longer a RP in my camp.. been posted to security control center.. taking charge of keys.. fire alarms.. and most of the security stuffs.. it's a good experience for me though.. can learn new things.. hope it can last me till my ord date..
just recently.. a lot of unwanted and unexpected things were happening to my family.. had a hard time accepting and enduring them.. luckily the situation were better now.. some how under control already.. BUT.. thats not the end.. just a few days ago.. i have received some big shocking news.. and that would most probably lead to one big decision.. though dunno when.. but its almost 90% confirmed.. that's.. i am leaving.. going back to where i came from.. not coming back anymore.. at that point of thought.. i had lots of of "she bu de".. all my frenz in singapore.. happy memories and stuffs.. all would be gone.. how?? and my studies..?? so many questions were going round in my head.. these period of time.. i had lots of sleepless night.. and if i went back.. i think i would hav difficulty surviving.. cuz i am so used to the culture over here.. and all those future plans i had.. would be gone.. till this point of time in my life.. it's just a 180 degress turn for me.. will i be able to survive it.. seems like only God knows the answer..
just recently.. a lot of unwanted and unexpected things were happening to my family.. had a hard time accepting and enduring them.. luckily the situation were better now.. some how under control already.. BUT.. thats not the end.. just a few days ago.. i have received some big shocking news.. and that would most probably lead to one big decision.. though dunno when.. but its almost 90% confirmed.. that's.. i am leaving.. going back to where i came from.. not coming back anymore.. at that point of thought.. i had lots of of "she bu de".. all my frenz in singapore.. happy memories and stuffs.. all would be gone.. how?? and my studies..?? so many questions were going round in my head.. these period of time.. i had lots of sleepless night.. and if i went back.. i think i would hav difficulty surviving.. cuz i am so used to the culture over here.. and all those future plans i had.. would be gone.. till this point of time in my life.. it's just a 180 degress turn for me.. will i be able to survive it.. seems like only God knows the answer..
=101 days to ORD=
chris ~ Sunday, December 10, 2006